Honestly, I miss having you in my life, or maybe I miss the idea of actually being “loved” probably both. I pretty sure you don’t miss me back tough. I haven’t been happy in a while, Im just fooling myself to think I am. As much as I might not want to I need to move on.. I keep saying that but actually doing that is alot harder. I’m just physically and emotionally tired. Its real lonely, not having anyone to text or call or anyone to hold hands with in public or kiss goodbye or kiss at all… I hate seeing coulples now, I used to think it was cute and now I can’t stand it. I’m jealous of what they have and wonder why I cant. Wonder if Im not good enough or something for someone. I’m not looking for someone to marry right now, I just need someone to be there for me. Well goodnight to who ever is reading this. If anyone actually does. xoxo
(Source: allayyyy, via geenasaywhat)
